You were a loser growing up and thought one day you would grow out of it and blossom into some kind of alpha male all the hot chicks would want to fuck. Lol! I cant believe you actually fooled yourself into thinking you would somehow magically turn into an alpha. You are just a pathetic loser with no wife and no girlfriend in sight. You should really get used to fucking your hand forever because you wont be inside any pussy any time soon.